Monday, February 9, 2015

Seeking and Proving



One, who seeks proofs, seeks to prove, yet, there is nothing to seek and nothing to prove—realized, when is!

The journey of life, as is guided by the infinitely intelligent self-referral, always sensing and receiving the signals from the Source of self, Source of being, though, might appear to be moving through turbulence more, than the stillness of peace, actually, guides us to the peace of the awareness of the whole piece that we are of creation—none alike, each unique. The reference is always the self, the true self that doesn’t meet the eyes. And to meet it, to what extremes we go, and then, finding selves, repeatedly, in the eye of storms, and quite magically storm out of the same, too, as if simply lifted we are, we are ultimately led to meet that which doesn’t meet the eye…the real “i.”

We meet ourselves…and all rhyme and reasons, for happenings, gradually fall into place, even if not apparent, as the missing piece, the sense of belonging and being, our very existence, is sensed and lived every bit, in the present tense, no longer wailing over the past and apprehending the future. The rhyme and rhythm is found in the grime, too, the external clime transcended by that within. The chime of truth, heard in silence, silences the rest. Then, we do not have the eyes to see outside…either to peek into the past or to sneak into the future, as the sight is turned inward, and the visions, received, none, bleak. And even when the vestiges of the past, revisit, the experiences passed but effects recalled, the mind is invested in it not, as then, no seeking is called forth, as seeking isn’t felt to be called for….

What for? Because, the game of hide-and-seek is over! The pains, discontent, that hitherto formed the contents of one’s life, are realized to be the doing of self, the mechanism of self-referral working, always, with no question of “overtime,” ever, arising! It is the self, referring to self, and calling out, and as is heard and acknowledged, accepted and embraced, transcending all conventions, finding the truth of the unique divine self, unbound by any and all conventions, one receives everything…. That which was hiding…because, was unheeded, as is found, and “feeds” from it are steadily received, realized is the fact that all through, the seeking outside, yielding nothing but everything, as ultimately is directed the seeking inward, had been the undoing…. The “feedback” leads us back to what innately is yearned for…solely….

Thus, seeking what nots, yet, knowing not what...seeking proofs, and seeking to prove, ultimately, one realizes and affirms: “One, who seeks proofs, seeks to prove, yet, there is nothing to seek and nothing to prove, as has been proved, that that which is actually there to seek, is what, who, we actually are already…all ready, to be found….”

Everything being within, and that hiding, justification was sought outside, and thus, of others, and likewise of self, too…. Yet, finding everything within, realizing, the journey is of realizing all that that already is, is the purpose sole, and there isn’t anything to prove…explain…claim…and none to blame, realized is thus, alongwith, no proofs are to be sought. In fact, not even an iota of concentration is to be wasted on anything else, when the taste of the true self, the real “i” beckons to be tasted permanently, and its flavor, aroma oozes to touch any and many…. It is the light within, of unique intensity, that lights from within, surging to light all-around, and far and wide, and hides no longer…and in that light, each and all seek nowhere else, but seek and find their own light….

Finding the light within, the truth of self, none seeks anything anymore…and from none…the light of truth full proof!

Sushmita,
February 10, 2015